Random Thoughts

What am I looking for?....Hmm question...

I'm looking for a God fearing woman...so that growth is constant
..But in retrospect I'm looking for a girlfriend.

I'm looking for a partner. Someone I can share with, not someone I can play with, because I put my childish things away. Life's like that sometimes, I guess.

I'm looking for someone who I can talk to, and emote with. Someone whom I can be real and not sugarcoat with Someone I feel a connection with. Someone I feel an equality with but not possessing frivolity so....Thats what I'm looking for.

I want someone I can share my life with, such as it is, and someone who will share their life with me. Not life as in marriage but as in the aspects of today.
I want what my parents seem to have. They don't agree on some things, but agree on other things, but they can always talk about all things. Well, OK, that's a little more than what my parents have, but who's to say that I shouldn't want more than they've had?

I'm looking for someone who shares interests with me. Who will go to the grocery store and be a little bit silly occasionally. Who isn't afraid of a little bit of adventure while possessing a bit of docility?

I don't need much, I'm not really that kind of guy, but every once in a while, I just want to breathe. I like someone I can go to an action movie with, and afterward, talk about just how silly it was that the main character didn't die, or even the parts that would never happen. Someone I can go to a movie with, and, when the sappy parts come on, all I have to do is glance over, and know what they're thinking, and maybe get a kiss out of it.

Someone I can go for a walk with, but not feel pressured into it, just have it be a mutual part of the relationship. Someone I can share a good book with. Someone whom I can both share an intellectual conversation and turn into a vegetable in front of the TV with. I'm looking for someone who's not afraid of change, but relies on stability. Someone who has the ability to love and be loved, and willing to let that be the point of the relationship that possesses stability. Someone I can depend on, but someone who can depend on me at the same time.

I'm looking for someone I can be intimate with, someone I can be connected to. Someone who shares my ideals, who respects who I am, and is occasionally willing to laugh in bed.

I'm looking for someone special, someone mature enough to recognize my needs and express theirs, but free enough to explore virgin territory. I'm looking for someone who is sometimes a sap, sometimes a cynic, and sometimes a philosopher......hmm... I think I'm looking for too much.