If you are not the one

If you’re not the one...then why does my heart skip a beat every time our eyes lock... or start to beat with a speed so great at your tender touch...

if your not the one...then why do I look at your direction again and again, thinking to myself that your beauty cannot be unmatched.

if your not the one...then why do I love to hear you talk all the time, no matter how immature or sublime I always have an open ear.

if your not the one...then why can't I help myself from blushing whenever I hear your name.. if your not the one...then why can't I stay away from you...why do always need you by my side for me to go on...

if your not the one...then why do I keep getting lost in the oceans of lust that is your eyes.... ...why do I keep wishing to stay with u forever through every sand of the hourglass... and if we are not meant to be...then why do I always see u as a part of my future...

if this is not right...then why do my thoughts always return back to you....

if your not suppose to be mine...then why my everyday's first and last thought is about you... ....

if it is all a dream...then why do I see it with my eyes wide open.. if your just a hallucination...then why do I feel you so strong and potent... if your not for me...then why do I always write our names together... if we're not supposed to be...then why do I want to take my last breath in your arms if your not the one...then why do I miss u so much the moment you leave... why do I want to spend the single second of the rest of my life listening to you...to feel your heart beat against your chest, intertwining with mine as our heartbeats synchronize in perfect timing like a metronome.. why, have my continuous attempts to move away from you go in vain...why your one embrace makes me forget about this world of disdain...as I focus on us why do I want to look good just for your eyes to see me...why does every single thing reminds me of you... if "Us" is not right...then why even can't I help noticing how good calling you and me "Us" sounds...why even if I find a thousand things about you that irritate me ...I will still find you flawless... and if you’re not the one...then why do I love u so...